I don’t understand

Why is it that when we leave someone that we know isn’t good for us we end up missing them? Every little memory of what use to be starts flooding back into your memory and it hurts! If you’re not suppose to be with this person then why are they still popping up in your mind? After knowing they’re not what you want, you sit and think and somehow all the good memories seem to out weigh all the bad ones. But if they’re not good for you why does that happen? Why do we miss what we shouldn’t have? Why can’t it just all disappear and let the hurt go with it? After everything you’ve put into that relationship and not getting anything in return you end it. But then for some reason it clicks in their head that they’re lost you and that they should’ve been doing right all along. Why is does it have to come down to you leaving for someone to want you, to need you, to love you?

Today I am~ frustrated~

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Posted by on May 9, 2011 in "What If"



Why is it that we focus on more what has been takin away from us
rather than what has been GIVEN to us?
Maybe some of us need to re-prioratize our life
to see what has been given to us.
You  may be one of the lucky ones who has already realized
what you’ve been given and not focus so much
on what’s been taken away from you.
Maybe what you think has been taken away from you
really isn’t “taken away” in the way as being “stolen”.
Maybe somebody wanted to “take” something off
your shoulders because it had become a problem for you
but you didn’t notice that it was causing all this
trouble for you. 
What if “it” was “given away” because its not yours
to hold onto anymore.
It may belong to a better place.
Try to turn things around and view it from a different point
of view. You could see what has been given to you rather than what you
think has been taken away from you.

Tonight I am~ Realizing what  I have been given~

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Posted by on April 17, 2011 in "What If", FATE, God


Fake smiles…

Fake smiles

Holding back  tears

Going through the miles

Of the memories over the years. 

I did my best

kept the promises I made

But you never expressed

And that’s the card you played.

 To be stuck in your mind

With not a care in the world

Of the love you’re leaving behind

Long lasting sadness has now unfurled.

Tonight I am~ Sad~

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Posted by on April 2, 2011 in "What If"


“Just talk to him. He’s always here to listen”

You know absolutely no matter what God will help you through all your struggles, through all your, thoughts, through all your troubles, through all your concerns, through all your decisions. Don’t forget, he doesn’t want you to bear it all. he wants to take all your troubles. he knows every problem and issue you come into face with. All you got to do is talk to him. He is here 27/7 to listen and to talk back to you.

Remember that.

He loves to hear your thoughts, just hearing you say hello. Don’t try to hold it all in when he’s here to take your problems away from you and to help you conquer them. your strong because you have him. GOD.

Remember that.

Tonight I am~ talking to him~

p.s. something i should have been doing all along…..

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Posted by on March 29, 2011 in God


Be Grateful!

Everybody should look at life in an optimistic way. Sometimes we forget to thank God just for being alive. You’re alive so live life, be happy and smile. 🙂 We often forget the small things in life that turn out to be the big things in life. Be happy and thankful that you made it to work safely. Or the fact that you woke up this morning.

If you’re having a great day, thank the person that gave you that great day…GOD!  We as human being get  so caught up in our wants and our needs and on the days that just don’t seem to go our way. Out of those bad days come better days ahead. You can turn your day around by focusing on the good things that you have going on in your life rather than whats going wrong that minute.


For it can all be gone tomorrow in a blink of an eye!

Today i am~ grateful~

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Posted by on March 25, 2011 in "What If"


Reading Nicholas Sparks

Nicholas Sparks has such a way with words. Cliche’? yes I know it is. But its the truth! In his book “The Wedding” it says, “Noah, i understand women…The point is, that there’s no man alive who can honsetly say those words and mean them.It just isn’t possible, so thers no use trying. But that doesn’t mean you can’t love them anyway. And it doesn’t mean that you should ever stop doing your best to let them know how important they are to you”

Every man should live by this in their relationship. Actually…men and women both. After being with eachother for so long you forget what  made you want to be with that person in the first place. Your relationship is only as interesting as you make it. If you do the same things everyday and it becomes a routine then your relationship becomes boring. Do the things you used to do when you first tried to catch their attention. Women, you know you would love your man to surprise you one day at work with flowers, unannounced. Or have a sweet letter left on your pillow beside you when you wake up in the morning after they’ve gone off to work. Breakfast in bed with flowers and a letter would be the ultimate surprise!

Men would like the same sweet gestures to. I’m sure that they would love a suprise meal in the morning. Or have a romantic dinner, set up with a couple candles on the table, ready when they get home from work. Remind them how much you appreciate that they do for you with their job, helping around the house, how good the yard looks because they just cut the grass, and remind them of how good they look just as they did the first day you saw them.

Relationships are never easy all the time. Everyone has their moody moments, their sad moments, their jealous moments, or just a bad day. But just be there for eachother and help eachother along the way. If you don’t have your sweetheart helping you get through things who will? (besides God of course.) Some may say they can do it on their own but who WANTS to do it on their own? So people, remind your other half of how much you love them and care about them.

Today i am~ loving my sweetheart~

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Posted by on March 16, 2011 in "What If"


If it was true love then, then why wouldn’t it be true now?

“‘What’ and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening
as words come. But put
them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?’…”

“I don’t know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love – true love – then
it’s never too late. If it was true
then, then why wouldn’t it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart…”

“I don’t know what a love like that
feels like… a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for… but I’d like to believe if I
ever felt it. I’d have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn’t, I hope one day that you
~Letters to Juliet~

Do you want to write Juliet’s Secretaries a letter?

Via Cappello, 23
I-37121 Verona VR, Italy

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Posted by on March 15, 2011 in "What If", FATE